Thursday, December 29, 2011
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
No wander my butt is so big. >.<
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
On second thought, was it a compliment?? Hmm..
On a separate occasion, I THINK I got another compliment this morning. To get a signature from a very "Important" person this morning, I went to a different floor, which I seldom go. The room is located at the very end of the whole office. That means I need to pass by a lot of people's workspaces in order to reach there. Since it is an open office, everyone will look at you when you walk by. That floor is basically occupied by our system vendor, can say mostly programmer, so lots of young guys. On don't know the "n" time I walked by today (went there for a few times since the person is not around), I heard a few guys whispering : "有气质，有气质" (translation: shall I say "有气质" means charismatic or attitude). I think they were talking about me. LOL...I did not turn over and I pretended I did not hear that. Haha...Or may be I am to "perasan" / self-satified...kekeke...
Sunday, December 11, 2011
I can't remember the exact date I got this watch but it has been with me for more than 6 years. It was a gift from my dad, no special occasion. Just like anything and everything, it finally came to it's end (for the first time since I owned it). I mean it's battery life. Not today though, actually it has been dead since 12/11/2011, 11.28pm. Erm, exact time should be 11.18pm since I set it to be 10 minutes earlier than the real time. Haha. Oh, it's about 1 month now and I still haven't change it's battery. I am so not used to not wearing a watch whenever I go out as I feel that my hand is so empty. I still feel like having no sense of time without a watch although I can refer to mobile phone. Ok, that's all my watch-less feeling. ".)
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
Guess what? Today is Monday and it is a Public holiday (Awal Muharram). As usual, i stay at home, my room to be exact, wasting time. Really unproductive >.< After wasting half of my day doing nothing productive, i come to my sense finally. "NO. I cannot continue to be like this" I said to myself.
Ok, where shall i start? Perhaps, i should just sweep the floor. And so i off the fan. Wow, the fan is so damn black and dusty. I think i haven't wipe it for some time already. Oops!
Alright, i'll start with the fans. :S It might be easy for a lot of people to clean it but it ain't easy for a shawty like me. Oops! I mean shorty. Well, never mind, these may help! haha
Next, i proceeded to sweep my room and the living room. Then, i changed my bed sheet and threw the rubbish. Ok, tired~ Rest awhile only mop the floor. After awhile, i changed my mind. Let's continue tomorrow. XP haha...Lazy me!
P/S: Sorry for wasting your time to read my junk post...haha
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Although today is a public holiday (Deepavali), i couldn't sleep well last night. Not sure why, I think most probably is due to work stress. I'm going to have my consecutive leaves and going outstation very soon but I can't feel the joy yet. I just can't go off with peace of mind.
To compensate myself for working late and hard last few days, I treat myself with my favourite breakfast, Subway! Yummy...
|Chicken Slice + Egg with a cup of white coffee|
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
- confronting one's own mortality [Nope]
- insecurity concerning ability to love oneself, let alone another person [check]
- insecurity regarding present accomplishments [check]
- re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships [a little bit]
- lack of friendships or romantic relationships, sexual frustration, and involuntary celibacy [romantic relationships perhaps...haha]
- disappointment with one's job [check]
- nostalgia for university, college, high school, middle school or elementary school life [Sometimes]
- tendency to hold stronger opinions [Hmmm...]
- boredom with social interactions [check]
- loss of closeness to high school and college friends [high school friends maybe]
- financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unexpectedly high cost of living) [check, well still enough but definitely no extra]
- loneliness, depression and suicidal tendencies [check, but don't worry, no suicidal tendencies]
- desire to have children [Nonono..not so fast]
- a sense that others are doing better than oneself [check]
- frustration with social skills [sometimes]
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Reluctantly, i went to work this morning as I was having Tuesday Blue. No Monday Blue this week because i took leave to rest at home for my birthday.
Monday, June 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
2. 你养过宠物？ 有~~7 没有~~3
3. 你有工作经验？ 有~~7 没有~~4
4. 你有好的运动细胞？ 有~~8 没有~~5
5. 你现在正在减肥？ 是~~9 不是~~6
6. 你认为看电影一定要吃零食？ 是~~9 不是~~10
7. 你觉得地球上出现过外星人？ 有~~8 没有~~11
8. 你曾有过很多恋情？ 是~~12 不是~~9
9. 你很少看漫画书？ 是~~13 不是~~10
10. 你到KTV就会唱个不停？ 是~~13 不是~~14
11. 你喜欢吃三明治？ 喜欢~~14 不喜欢~~12
12. 你会自创不同的菜式？ 会~~15 不会~~13
13. 你很会画插画？ 是~~A型 不是~~B型
14. 你喜欢格子图案？ 喜欢~~C型 不喜欢~~D型
15. 你很想出国上学？ 是~~E型 不是F型
16. 你曾参加过某明星的后援会？ 有~~G型 没有~~H型
不管是熟人还是陌生人，你都会主动与对方交谈，你给人的感觉很活泼也很大方且并不唐突，所以你并不惹人讨厌，你给人的第一个印象不错，你的思维过于活跃，所 以身边总是很多朋友，但知心的并没有几个，你太贪玩，表面看似和谁都能相约吃饭，逛街，做一些亲密的事，这样会让你真正的好朋友怀疑到底与你之间的友谊是 哪种，对方可能不能确定与你要好的程度，而如果对方又是不喜欢表达的人，这种情绪会越积越多，到最后不可负荷时，爆发出来，可能受伤的反而是你。所以注意 一下自己的表现，你应该对不管是友情还是其他感情，都有鲜明的态度，这样才不会有不必要的误会和遗憾。
有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到最好，你很在乎别 人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但想要走进你的内心 世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅力，所以你的情绪变 化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。
你是积极努力认真派，你对自己要求很高，但一旦遇到和你脾气相似的人，你们就很有惺惺相惜的感觉，因而相谈甚欢。你虽然表面看起来有些严肃，但是其实你单 纯善良，你的想法总是积极的，你有很强的自我调节能力，所以即使你遇到苦难，也能很好的处理，你在朋友是最乖的朋友，因为当你真心喜欢一个人的时候，你的 贴心和用心会不自然的流露出来，你个朋友的关系看似平淡，但其实双方心里的挂念，彼此都知道。
你的废话不多，你喜欢观察，不管是人还是事物，你的心思慎密，眼光独到，你总能看出别人看不出的细节，你做事很有计划，这让朋友和你相处起来十分安心，因为 你不仅把自己处理得很稳妥，空闲时，还能帮朋友做一些小事，你能掌握别人的想法，你的观点总是比较有建材，也很特别，你很理智和现实，你不喜欢天马行空的 乱想，你觉得那样没意义。
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
But i'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
To most of the people, dandelion is just another type of grass but to me, it is a special plant that i like.
I like to play with it when i was young. Simply because i like to see the way they fly in the sky. ^^
Too bad i didn't bring my camera, only can capture it with my phone (don't have micro mode). And it was windy, so hard to capture it.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
I went for training these 2 days. Full time, from 9am - 5pm. The training was internal but the location was in different building.
Got a fortune cookie from my big boss today. The message i got is "You have a friendly heart and are well admired" and he said it is true for me. LOL ^^
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Thinking of all the issue,work load and timeline, i'm really stress out. I am really exhausted, mentally.
You know what, my working hours per week is more than the total no of hour i slept per week. Not only work till very late every day, but i need to go back to work on weekend and public holiday. And, i broke my own OT record last friday by working till 1.20am. Although i'm the last one to leave, i don't even feel scared as i was too focus on work.
You may say a lot of people is just like me, but i have reached my limit.
I really felt upset last sunday because i couldn't bring my sister out that day. She purposely came from so far to find me, to hang out and see me. I felt so bad to take her to office as she didn't want to go out or stay home alone. :( I'm really really sorry.
My life is seriously imbalance. Where is my life? AmLife (my company) ><
I know it reaches my limit, so i decided not to go to office this weekend no matter what. There is a saying "To rest is to prepare for a longer journey".
Resting my mind over the weekend and preparing to fight again on Monday! Fighting!
p/s: Photo was taken in last year Oct, too bored while studying. Haha...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
I am writing today to reflect and review myself and everything over the year that has just past. I felt that year 2010 passed through extremely fast, as quick as a wink.