Lady Bird

Long time never play with Paint already XD...start with a simple one...hehe

I drew lady bird because my sis keeps on saying she wants Lady bird lantern. So i drew one and pasted on her FB wall. Haha...

trUst

A lot of people said I'm naive, just because i choose to trust people.

Ya, I always choose to trust the people around me. I've never think of people betraying me or trapping me. Or maybe I'm very lucky to have trust-able people around me?

I know, i know. There are all sorts of people in this world. You may not know what others think, what're their motives. But, I am not as naive as people think of me. It's just that i rather choose to trust people than thinking how people take advantage on me.

My thinking is quite simple: As long as i treat people nicely, others will also treat me nicely. I might be wrong but I really hope so. Anyway, I got nothing to loose.

I was born this way!!

Nobody in this world is perfect. Neither you nor I.

Yes, I have lots weaknesses and flaws. So do you!

I am not pretty or have a perfect body.

I am indecisive.

I am slow when come to doing things.

I am a careless person who always make mistakes.

I am moody sometimes.

I am lazy.

I am .....

But hey, that's me. Those weaknesses and flaws make me who I am.

I accept my weaknesses, my flaws and myself. I am who I am.

Quote from Lady Gaga's "Born this way": I am beautiful in my way cause god makes no mistake...I am on the right track, Baby... I was BORN THIS WAY!

Just be yourself, accept who you are! And, you will find yourself much more happier.

My dilemma

A song that i like recently by Justin Bieber's girlfried, Selena Gomez. No MV for this song, so only can share the lyrics.

Mid twenties / Quarter life crisis?

I have been feeling miserable and depress lately, ever since a few hours before my birthday last week. Nothing interest me. I find my life meaningless. I don't know what i want in my life. I feel lost. I just don't know why. My world is so grey....Arghhh!

I suspect i'm having quarter life crisis!!

According to Wikipedia, the characteristic of quarter life crisis may include:

• confronting one's own mortality [Nope]
• insecurity concerning ability to love oneself, let alone another person [check]
• insecurity regarding present accomplishments [check]
• re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships [a little bit]
• lack of friendships or romantic relationships, sexual frustration, and involuntary celibacy [romantic relationships perhaps...haha]
• disappointment with one's job [check]
• nostalgia for university, college, high school, middle school or elementary school life [Sometimes]
• tendency to hold stronger opinions [Hmmm...]
• boredom with social interactions [check]
• loss of closeness to high school and college friends [high school friends maybe]
• financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unexpectedly high cost of living) [check, well still enough but definitely no extra]
• loneliness, depression and suicidal tendencies [check, but don't worry, no suicidal tendencies]
• desire to have children [Nonono..not so fast]
• a sense that others are doing better than oneself [check]
• frustration with social skills [sometimes]

Hmm..mostly check, I guess i am...