Saturday, July 9, 2011

My dilemma

A song that i like recently by Justin Bieber's girlfried, Selena Gomez. No MV for this song, so only can share the lyrics.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Mid twenties / Quarter life crisis?

I have been feeling miserable and depress lately, ever since a few hours before my birthday last week. Nothing interest me. I find my life meaningless. I don't know what i want in my life. I feel lost. I just don't know why. My world is so grey....Arghhh!

I suspect i'm having quarter life crisis!!

According to Wikipedia, the characteristic of quarter life crisis may include:
  • confronting one's own mortality [Nope]
  • insecurity concerning ability to love oneself, let alone another person [check]
  • insecurity regarding present accomplishments [check]
  • re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships [a little bit]
  • lack of friendships or romantic relationships, sexual frustration, and involuntary celibacy [romantic relationships perhaps...haha]
  • disappointment with one's job [check]
  • nostalgia for university, college, high school, middle school or elementary school life [Sometimes]
  • tendency to hold stronger opinions [Hmmm...]
  • boredom with social interactions [check]
  • loss of closeness to high school and college friends [high school friends maybe]
  • financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unexpectedly high cost of living) [check, well still enough but definitely no extra]
  • loneliness, depression and suicidal tendencies [check, but don't worry, no suicidal tendencies]
  • desire to have children [Nonono..not so fast]
  • a sense that others are doing better than oneself [check]
  • frustration with social skills [sometimes]

Hmm..mostly check, I guess i am...