My dilemma

A song that i like recently by Justin Bieber's girlfried, Selena Gomez. No MV for this song, so only can share the lyrics.

You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me

Song of the day~ A soundtrack from the movie Burlesque:

You haven't seen the last of me by Cher

A meaningful and beautiful song.

"I'm down now
But i'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough

I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of"

Yea, you'll never see the last of me...

~Empty~

My heart is empty...Am I?

寂寞光年

It has been quite some time since i updated my last post. CNY is going to end in a few days time but i felt that it has ended yesterday. Yesterday will be my last CNY day to receive ang pau and gamble. I really had enjoyed this year's CNY especially with my hometown buddies and course mates.

Tests and assignments' deadline are approaching. Next few weeks will be very hectic. I guess i need to pack up my holiday mood and start working hard. Sigh, really don't have the mood to study.

I felt very tired and down after class today. I don't know why...

It was like a lot of things come up in my mind but actually i don't know what am i thinking...but very emotional and heart-aching...arhhh..

Okla, let's listen to the song of the day. This song is kinda suit my feeling now...

寂寞光年 by 刘力扬

This song got another version called 礼物. It is actually the same song with same melody but with different lyrics.

But i like 寂寞光年's lyrics more.

Ok, it's time to face the reality.... :(

No matter...

I came across with this song today and kinda like the melody and the lyrics.

No matter by Angel



Actually i don't know who is the singer so i try to google the song and i found out that this song was never been released commercially but it was in a few dramas. So, I think those TVB drama fans should familiar with this song because they used this song in a few dramas before.

Oh, there is an error in the lyrics. It should be like this:

In the windy day, wind will lead (not leave) your way.

Enjoy!

-A Fighter-

4 days to go to my FM exam....

I really stressed out yesterday and about to break down and give up. But then, I don't have the courage to withdraw the exam.

If i give up and withdraw, i'll let the people around me, who support me, especially my family members down. I don't want to do that because they always believe in me, believe that i will make it, believe that i will go through it.

Yes, I am a loser if i give up without a try. I am a winner if i try my best and hang on till the last moment even though i don't succeed, right?

Perhaps, money will be the only thing i'll loss if i fail the exam (although it was sponsored by my brother). But, I can always earn it back, so it means that i got nothing to lose.

I got my strength back today. I know i am a fighter. I am ready to fight till the end.

Song of the day: Fighter - Christina Aguilera

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Stolen

Song of the day: Stolen by Jay Sean

This is a song i used to like a few years ago. The only old song i can remember from this singer.

Oh ya, Jay Sean's new song Down featuring Lil Wayne is quite nice also.

After watching the video, I got a question here.

Do guys always cannot resist when women offer themselves to them?

Or just they simply do not want to reject the 'great' offer?

I don't understand la.

Get back to stolen, when will my heart be stolen? haha...

Due to some personal reasons, i have locked up my heart and secured it in a safety box to prevent it from being stolen and broken. It's quite hard to steal it because to reach the box, first one must tear down a wall.

Well to tell you the truth, my heart is almost being stolen this year. Everything is happened too fast and too abrupt until no time for me to build the wall. Fortunately, it did not happened. I felt lucky because i found out later that the person is not the right one for me.

I'll feel scared when someone gets nearer to the safety box. I guess i got philophobia. I think i need some time to overcome it. Hopefully, i can meet the right one who has the right key to unlock my heart and help me overcoming my phobia.

p/s: I don't why i wanna share those feeling here today. Those are truly personal and deep down from my heart and i usually won't share. May be i'll regret after posting it...

~Fairy Tales~ No More

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Once upon a time......

...... and they live happily ever after.

Sound familiar?

Yes, this is a fairy tale and that is how it usually begin and end.

Also, there is always a charming prince came to rescue in the end

Now, tell me, who do not like fairy tales??

I believe everyone especially girl likes it and hope to live like a fairy tale, find a prince charming and live happily ever after....

Yes, I like fairy tales. I really really do.

My top 3 favourites are Cinderella, Rapunzel and Little Mermaid...

Back to reality... the truth is cruel and there isn't any fairy tale at all...

Hope to live happily ever after? Nah.. don't think about it....

Prince Charming with white horse? No such thing...

Yes, it is time for me to grow up.

I know i should not believe in fairy tales anymore.

Wondering why i suddenly talk all these craps?

It is because i came across with this song today.

Song of the day: Cinderella by Tata Young

Look at the lyrics:

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

[Chorus]

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

[Chorus]

I think this song really suit my feeling.

I rather rescue myself than waiting for somebody to save me.

Don't wanna depend on someone else, I'm gonna set myself free.

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind.

Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am.

p/s: another song that suit this post is Cinderella by Sweetbox (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyZ6ewGcWG0). It's totally different.